Mike and Toys

When he left after Thanksgiving, I gave Mike a buttplug to take with him. No, I'm not trying to turn him off women; he likes a little anal play. I guess if he'd grown up in a family with brothers instead of sisters, or if Dad had been open to exploring bisexuality, my little brother probably would have been bi by now. That seems to be the way it goes; boys who grow up fairly sexually with other boys do tend to explore that aspect of things.

But he's making up for lost time now. He's still not comfortable with the idea of trying to find a guy to try out on his own, I think both because of worries about STDs and because he's still got this macho thing. Honestly, why is it that women can jokingly make out and nobody thinks too much of it, but two guys would rather be dead than be caught holding hands, let alone doing anything else. So anyway, Mike doesn't want anyone to think he's gay. I don't know why (well, I do understand, but I think he's being a wuss).

But he's been doing insertion play for a while now. Ever since we tried it that first time a while ago (which was longer ago than I realized, I guess) he's been toying with his ass. And now that he's got this plug, he says he wants a vibe too. I told him he could buy one himself. But I do like the thought of something that's been in my ass being in his ass too.

Anyway, he puts the plug in and sits at his computer and jacks off to porn. I told him he needs to find a lady. He said he's too busy for that. I can understand that feeling. But he says that he wishes he had me there, because when he cums with the plug in his ass, he cums buckets. The first time he tried it, he spurted all over the place, had to clean up, left some suspicious stains. He doesn't have roommates, per se; he's living in an apartment. But he has housemates. They're not as cool as Gwen, or he probably could have gotten them to help him out. Or not. Guys are uptight about it in a way I don't really get.

I can't wait for him to come home again, because I think I'm going to strap on a dildo and fuck his ass. Maybe we can talk Mom into sucking him off while I do, because then the cum won't go to waste. But in any case, I'm going to have to get him to fuck me with a plug in his ass, because I want to feel the buckets inside me.