I've debated posting this, but... I've not been super open on here about my struggles with mental health because this is a smut blog not an inspirational story of how Lexi managed to triumph over disease. But I have mentioned it in passing a few times, and I know some of my readers know some things as well.
Anyway, the past week or so I have really been struggling. Not in a "I'm going to kill myself" kind of way, just in a "I have been having trouble getting it together to do anything other than what absolutely has to be done" kind of way. This is due to some me issues and some medication issues and also because the world is a bit of a garbage fire.
So I haven't had anything interesting to say, which means nothing gets blogged. And I'm sorry about that, but you don't want to read a bunch of posts which are two sentences long about how I didn't feel up to writing anything that day. "Woke up. Masturbated desultorily. Cooked dinner. Went back to bed." That's not smut, that's just boring.
I'm trying to figure out some fixes for the various issues, but I just wanted to put it out there that this was why I was somewhat silent, so as not to worry anyone. I'm okay. I just have very little creative drive at the moment. Also my sex drive has been low too.
Now I'm going to go try to write a Flash Fiction Friday. Sorry there was no TMI Tuesday this week. I would have made up for it by posting some porn, but really, who cares what porn I'm watching.
4 comments:
You'll always have my support. Your mental health is top priority.
Personally, I don't mind reading "boring" posts. Sometimes, it lets readers be more connected with you. Whether you post or not, the important part is that you feel good about it. :-)
Your life is real, and important, and if taking a break is what you need, by all means take it, but also know that you have loyal and supportive readers who are here to listen to your troubles and who are, yes, interested in the porn you watched as you masturbated in a desultory manner. (Good line)
xoxo
Your health and RL issues are far more important.
Take as long as you need, as your health is your priority.....we'll still be here x
David - UK
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