Random Fiction - Leaving

Tara shifted and Tamara winced. “Do you have to go?” Tara asked sleepily.

“You know I do.” Tamara shifted the garters, still naked save for stockings. Damn, she had hoped to get out without waking her sister.

“Couldn’t you just stay here with me?” Tamara winced again. Tara had a way of making that proposition extremely tempting. Even now, she was shifting, as if unconsciously, her flesh coming into view. Tamara could see the love bites from last night.

“It’s a job. We need the money.” But it wasn’t just a job. It was something more.

Turning tricks had always been Tamara’s job. Tara wasn’t suited to the life of a whore; she was too fragile, too easily hurt. And too easily in love. And Tamara wanted her sister only in love with one person: Tamara. “I won’t be gone long. My regular Friday client offered to pay double if I’d let a friend join in.”

“You’ll do that?”

“I’ll do whatever it takes to keep food on the table.” Tamara made it sound like a hardship, when she was looking forward to it. Her Friday client was good to her, and the prospect of two cocks sliding into her made her wet just to think about it. “It’s not so bad. You’d probably like it.”

“No,” sighed Tara, turning away. “You know how I feel about that.” And that was just it. Tamara knew exactly how her sister felt about it. “Kiss me before you go,” Tara pleaded, suddenly childlike and hurt-looking, and Tamara couldn’t refuse.

She was late for her client and had to make up for it in ways she hadn’t expected. And the whole time, she thought of her twin sister at home, the love of her life, the anchor around her neck.

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This started out being sexier than it wound up being. I have experience with having to get up and leave someone I love lying there, wishing I could stay. But I don't resent it in the way Tamara seems to. I guess I was exploring that resentment, that love and hate. Plus whores. Yay.

I would have played FFF this week had I known that there was a substitute host, but I didn't, so I didn't. Still, there was a substitute host, and you could head over there and see who did play.

Like Riding a Bicycle

Sveta and I were having a talk the other day about things that turn us on (why not, right?) and she mentioned that she'd seen some porn with pissing and was interested in it, in an intellectual sort of way. She asked me why I liked it, having seen by now the blog posts where I talk about it. And my brain came to a crashing halt.

Because, see, I'm not sure why I like it. It's been so long since I did anything involving watersports. A long time. I know I enjoyed it once, and I still find it sexy, in a sort of naughty way. But do I want Sveta to piss in my mouth?

Sveta says she's up for anything, but Sveta wants to make me happy, and I'm not sure I care enough to get back into it with her. And that still doesn't answer the question of what about it makes me turned on. I admit that watching a man piss onto a willing woman (and sometimes even a restrained one, although that's darker territory that I don't enjoy even as I enjoy it) turns me on. And in the past, I wanted to be that woman. But why?

Maybe it's degradation. Maybe I want to degrade myself. And as I get older, I don't really want to degrade anyone as much. I don't want to be called a slut, or slapped, or hit, or any of the other rough things I might once have been up for. I don't want anonymous, rough, degrading sex. But the idea still turns me on.

Or maybe it's sexualization of an activity that isn't sexual. Maybe watersports, like masturbating to Disney movies or getting off on wearing certain non-sexual clothes, is a relic of my past. I'm not saying I mind that sex creeps into other things; it's a part of life, and the way I live, it's bound to get wound up in other aspects of my life.

Maybe I once had an answer. Or maybe I never thought about it. But either way, I'm not sure now. In fact, I'm not totally sure why a lot of things turn me on. Most of them just do. Is it a bad thing to over-analyze your predilections, or is it worse to under-analyze them?

So I told her I didn't know why, and that I hadn't done it in a while, and that I'd be happy to do whatever she'd like, but I wasn't in desperate need of it or anything. Which wasn't a very good answer, so I said that maybe I should tell her some stories about it and she could judge for herself, and after some stories, with assorted questions, she said that she might like to try it some time, but the idea of drinking piss kind of squicked her. To which I replied that I understood that completely, because frankly, at this point, the idea squicks me a little too, and it probably squicked me when I was younger, but I was so intent on proving that I could do anything that I just did it and acquired a taste for it.

But maybe it's not like riding a bicycle. Maybe it's a taste which faded as I got out of practice. And if I don't miss it, much, then I might be content to just let it fade away. Unless, of course, someone wants to try it after reading this, in which case, we'll start slow.

Five

Five years ago on this day I started this blog with this post. Go back and read it if you'd like, relive the memories (not that I imagine there were many people who actually read it the first day it was up), whatever.

Now, five years later, it's a bit different. I'm not 20-something (gasp). I have fewer stories to tell, and I get off less on telling them than I used to because I've run out of the exciting ones and most of the ones that remain are more banal, at least to my mind. I have less time and energy.

I'm not stopping. But I'm reevaluating. And I'm having to slow down a bit because, let's face it, blogs are no substitute for real life.

A lot of very nice people (well, a lot relatively speaking anyway) have said that they don't care, that they want me to continue as I have been, even if I'm not constantly telling exciting stories. They like the blog, and that touches me. Several have gone so far as to say that they wish I would branch out into more fiction, the way some of my fellow bloggers do. Hell, a few have even said they'd read something I wrote even if it weren't erotic at all.

Basically, I love each and every one of you, and I hope you'll bear with me as I try to sort things out a bit. And if things change in a way you don't like, I hope you won't hate me for doing what I have to do. I'm not saying that it's not my blog to do with what I please, but it pleases me to please you in some way. Without you, I wouldn't be blogging, I'd be masturbating. And that's not as interesting.

Flash Fiction Friday is wonderful, and I wish I had the ability to do it every week. Lately, things have conspired to stop me. I could see doing fiction, but it would be a different blog then, and I'm not sure I shouldn't just start a different blog if that's what I'm planning on doing. There are also concerns of paranoia; every day this blog is up is a day that I worry, just a little, that it will hurt someone I love. In hindsight, I'm not sure it was a good idea to start blogging as I did; I should have been more circumspect. And now I'm faced with the choice: do I continue as I have and worry more and more, or do I stop and disappoint people?

I'm thinking about things. That's where I am. I wrote this in advance, just in case I wasn't able to make it online on the actual anniversary, so rest assured that I'm thinking about things.

To keep this from being overly depressing, here's an old snapshot I dug out of the box. I'm not sure when or where it was taken, but it was a happy time. I'm in there somewhere. I'll leave it to you to figure out where; it shouldn't be difficult. Simpler times, simpler pleasures. It's perhaps more graphic than usual, but I'm tired of teasing, I guess.

Maybe TMI Tuesday

The TMI questions haven't spoken to me of late, or I haven't been around to answer them, but I was looking for something to do and stumbled upon this list of 168 questions, which I shall endeavor to answer, even though many of them are bad/stupid. It'll be fun. Really.

1. Do you think it’s rad to have alcoholism? Nope. Not at all.
2. have you had sex Yes. Yes I have.
3. who won the world cup in 1956 Ah, the internet is replete with information. No one did. They didn't have one that year.
4. what is your favorite instrument? I like the guitar a lot, because I can play it.
5. Why am I sad? If you find out, let me know because I am a lot too.
6. Do you like cheesecake? Not really. Sacrilege, I know.
7. Where are you? At Sveta's. The internet has been partially resolved.
8. why the fuck is this screen moving in rainbow colors? LSD? Answering a question with a question.
9. whos on first Yes, yes he is.
10. you hungry? A little.
11. why 42
12. why does light bend on water Because the relative densities of water and air are different, and the speed of light is dependent on the medium through which the light is moving.
13. anything? well.. why did we decide to call the sky blue? We didn't. The sky is blue sometimes, but I'm pretty sure that blue came before the sky was called blue.
14. Who is the most beautiful woman in my life right now? Your life? Me? No, probably not.
15. Do you enjoy ana sex? I'm going to go out on a limb and say that they meant anal, not anorexic (which is bad, kids) and yes, I do like anal sex.
16. What does it mean if it hurts when I pee? Damnit Jim, I'm a doctor, not a urologist!
17. how old are you? Older than I'd like to be.
18. are you a fucking idiot? Only sometimes.
19. shortest time to run a mile No idea. A long time. I hate running long distances. Sprints were always my thing, and I don't run at all any more.
20. i am bored. whats should i do? Learn to type.
21. how are you? I've been better, but I've been worse.
22. will you fundle my breasts? Sure. Present them.
23. Do you eat poop? Nope. Squicks me out something terrible.
24. Do you like carrots? Sure.
25. how old are you Just answered that one, and at least the previous question had a question mark.
26. how old are you? (no homo) :D Wow, people have a lot of spare time. Like me.
27. Have you ever liked a poison frog No, poison frogs are terrible mooches, at least the ones I've known. Maybe if I just gave them a chance... Oh, you meant have I licked a poison frog. No. Sounds like a bad idea.
28. do u suck penises Yes.
29. hola Como esta? I don't speak Spanish.
30. What is your favorite animal? Cats, probably. I'm okay with dogs, but I really love cats. Sveta and I are thinking of getting one when we get a place of our own.
31. Do you like waffles? Yes. Yes I do.
32. Shits on dicks when you see tits? Not to the best of my knowledge.
33. who is the smartest person in the world Certainly not you.
34. What is your purpose? Life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness? As good as any, I guess.
35. weiner? If it's a sausage, sure. If it's a cock, sure.
36. virgin or not? Not for a long time.
37. do you believe in the tooth fairy? Yes. I just don't have any more teeth to give him.
38. Do you put used toilet paper in the toilet or trash can? Toilet. Who uses a trash can?
39. What degree should I get from college? Not theater. Probably something medical.
40. why aren’t we just nice to each other? Because some people just won't learn, so we have to hit them really hard.
41. are you a negro? Are you a racist?
42. what is your sexuality? Anywhere I can find it.
43. Have you ever sucked a penis on someone with breasts? No. I would though.
44. green? Lemon curry?
45. are you a lesbian When the situation calls for it.
46. When will I be rich. When you learn to ask questions with question marks, and then only if you wish really, really hard on a big old star.
47. Are you a psychic? Yes. I can see into the future for almost two seconds sometimes.
48. Are you awesome? Maybe. I'll leave that to my critics to answer.
49. sup? Lemon curry?
50. Are you gay? If the situation calls for it.
51. If you could take any reality tv show off air, which one would it be? All of them?
52. are u horny Why, yes, yes I am.
53. What’s up? A direction.
54. can you fly? In my dreams sometimes, or if I got a valid pilot's license and didn't repudiate the Bernouli principal.
55. who are you To quote myself: "I have a sex life that some people seem to find entertaining to read about, so I write about it when I can. But I'm no stranger than anyone else, really. Just looking for love."
56. what’s your favorite color? Red, purple, or black.
57. How hot am i? Get a thermometer and see.
58. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? Egypt maybe. Russia maybe.
59. how do I tell my boss I want a raise?! You: "Hi Boss, I'd like a raise." Boss: "Sorry, you don't properly capitalize things."
60. have you ever been in love with your bestfriend ?? Yes.
61. do you like latin women? Some of them.
62. Do you like drugs, and if yes which ones and how often do you use them? Not really so much any more. And only ever pot.
63. have you had sex with both genders? Yep.
64. Drugs=awesome, correct? Incorrect.
65. why are there so many colours? Because the cones in our eyes can distinguish that many. A better question might be, "Why can't we see some colors?" but that's a topic for another day.
66. are you gay? Are you?
67. what makes the world go around? Inertia. What started it moving? No idea.
68. Do you like me? Sure, why not.
69. are you gay? Lemon curry?
70. Why do bees hum? Their wings beat at such a high rate that we perceive it as humming.
71. what are you A redhead with too much time on her hands right now.
72. What are you? Not John K. That much is certain.
73. Are you female or male? Female.
74. can i see boobs Are you blind? If so, probably not. If not, seek some out and I bet you'll be able to see them.
75. blonde or brunette? Neither.
76. how much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood? 14.3 cubic feet per minute.
77. whats going to happen in 2012? A lot of the same old crap, I imagine.
78. are you pointless? Probably.
79. Do you prefer joints of bongs? Is that like a joint of mutton?
80. Who are you? Lemon curry?
81. When will the world end? When we finally achieve lasting Mid-East peace, I bet.
82. will i pass? For what? A human being? Probably.
83. do you like arcade fire? Nope.
84. Here we are all by ourselves? Lemon curry?
85. Do you have a tattoo? No. I might get one one day though.
86. what’s music? Webster's defines music as "vocal, instrumental, or mechanical sounds having rhythm, melody, or harmony." Works for me.
87. what time is it? Past my bedtime.
88. penis or vagina? Both please, as many as you have.
89. what is it? Lemon curry?
90. do you want to play a game? Global Thermonuclear war.
91. Have you ever posted naked pics of yourself on the internet? If so, where? Yes, and here.
92. are you gay ? Yes, okay, fine, you talked me into it. I'm gay! Out of the closet with me!
93. Are you fat? Sometimes I'm fatter than I'd like to be, but that's narcissistic of me to say.
94. is megan fox hot? Eh.
95. are you a racist? Are you the person who asked about negroes earlier?
96. Sex life? Yes please.
97. Can you juggle? A little.
98. scemo di merda nil carborundum
99. where am i going? Around the sun, I imagine.
100. What’s the meaning of life? 42
101. do you know god? We've chatted.
102. hai bb Lemon curry?
103. kirk or picard Kirk. Sorry Picard, you're hot and all, but Kirk is my man.
104. what is your favorite color Light Tuesday.
105. How are you today? Better than worse, worse than better.
106. Are you My evil twin? I don't know; I don't think I'm evil. Maybe you're mine.
107. what is the temperature of the sun? Hot.
108. What is your favorite TV show? Futurama, why not. Pat answer.
109. how old are you? 30, okay. I have become ancient.
110. how many fingers am I holding up? More than -1, less than 25.
111. what’s your name? Lexi.
112. what? Who?
113. What shall I do now? Frankly my dear, I don't give a rat's ass.
114. what is this? What is that?
115. What’s with the rainbow crawl background? More LSD?
116. Are you gay? No, in the time between the last time I answered this question and now, I was successfully converted by a televangelist.
117. how aRE YOU Why are you?
118. What’s the first 100 digits of pi? "3.1415926535897932384626433832795028841971693993751058209 7494459230781640628620899862803482534211706798214808651 3282306647093844609550582231725359408128481117450284102 7019385211055596446229489549303819644288109756659334461 2847564823378678316527120190914564856692346034861045432 6648213393607260249141273724587006606315588174881520920 9628292540917153643678925903600113305305488204665213841 4695194151160943305727036575959195309218611738193261179" That's probably enough.
119. do you like cats as much as my kitten cars? I have no idea.
120. how big is your dick? Huge. Massive. Gargantuan.
121. do you like pink? Yes.
122. What city do you live in? Anywhereville USA.
123. What is your favorite snack Kettle chips. So bad for you, but so good.
124. rim jobs? good or not? I'm not a huge fan of receiving, and I don't really like to give. Okay, I guess.
125. what color shirt am i wearing? Lemon curry?
126. are you gay Thank god, I was afraid I'd never break the brainwashing. That damn televangelist. Yes! I'm out again!
127. Yo bitch, Do you ever think that we will discover life outside of our terrestial zone? I don't think there's life inside your terrestrial zone, my friend.
128. What do most people ask you? Take off your shirt! No, only kidding. Lots of things, depending on how well they know me.
129. how your dog? Dead. I've made peace with it.
130. Why should I even bother getting up I wouldn't if I were you.
131. do you like rim jobs? At this point, I'd take any job.
132. do you love me No. Fellow human feeling, certainly, but not love.
133. How do u sex? Examine the pubic region for the genital opening, then determine if the item is male or female based on experience.
134. will you think twice before you touch my girl? Do you treat her well? Then yes. If not, probably yes anyway.
135. are you stupid I'm beginning to think so.
136. Which do you prefer dicks or vagina? That's a hard question to answer. Possibly vagina by a thin margin.
137. Do you have two eyeballs? Yes.
138. do you like tom hanks? He's okay.
139. what is your favorite drink? OJ, straight up.
140. have you ever spanked the monkey in the rain Yes, actually, I have, if that can refer to a woman masturbating.
141. what the fuck is up bro? A direction. I told you already. No need to get snippy.
142. How big is your penis? Tiny. I lied before.
143. do you eat cum Yep. Cheerfully.
144. how is it possible? Many things are.
145. What’s your favorite part about sex? Penetration. Or creampies. Or making my girl cum. I like a lot of things about sex.
146. when was the universe created A long time ago. I believe in dinosaurs.
147. What’s you opinion on the reformation? Martin Luther had a few decent ideas, but like all people with decent ideas (Jesus, I'm looking in your direction too) people came along and misinterpreted those ideas for the worse.
148. what’s your favorite monkey? Golden lion tamarin.
149. Do you like beef Yes. I feel guilty about that, but I love beef.
150. what if i said i love you? I'd wonder about your mental state.
151. what are you Not easily quantified.
152. would you like them ffitted? Lemon curry?
153. How old are you? Old enough to know better?
154. what is this It's a bad question.
155. have you ever tried to lick your elbow? Not until just now.
156. what is the easiest way to blow shit up? ANFO probably. That's Mythbusters talking.
157. What pisses you off the most? Injustice.
158. My husband smokes weed more than he spends time with me. Should I be worried? Yes, I'd say so.
159. How did the world begin I'm leaning toward the Big Bang, but honestly, I don't really care.
160. who are you No one of importance.
161. do you like dick? Do you like Jane?
162. What do you like? All sorts of things.
163. Who has the best breasts? I'll just have to look at them all and get back to you.
164. how big is your dick? Don't have one. Fooled you.
165. am i rich I'm guessing not, because most people aren't, and won't be, no matter what anyone says.
166. Whats up? Your lack of apostrophe.
167. WEED? No, I till; it aerates the soil and returns the nutrients to it.
168. have u ever let a guy fuck u in the ass Yes.

Wow, those were bad. In fairness, they were supposed to be. They were just an example of all the stupid questions people ask. But I had a bit of fun with them, I think.

Thom's a Trooper

He wasn't as pleased that Jodie told us about them as we expected. He hid it well, but I could tell he wished she hadn't, at least until she told him that I was a fellow sister of brotherly love, and that Sveta was... well, she'd done my brother too. Then Thom got more enthusiastic.

This was all in the context of us going to Thom's house for a day trip. Jodie drove, which was good because, in all honesty and to my shame, I couldn't have afforded the gas. But we had a free day, so we jaunted to Thom's place. Jodie goes there all the time; how else is she going to get good loving.

We were less direct than we had been the first time (again, I speak of Sveta and I as if we're a collective, and if that ain't love I don't know what is), possibly because we were still processing the whole Thom/Jodie sex thing. I know, it's weird that we'd have to process it, but maybe we were. Or maybe, having done it once, we weren't in such dire need of rushing into it, and we wanted to get to know the owner of our prospective two-time cock better. Or possibly we were just tired from the drive. I was, although I was also horny from the drive because I had to sit next to my sweetie and pressing against her nubile flesh is just about all I can stand.

Drinks were had, shop was talked, clothes were shed, it being such a warm day (and really, what's up with the weather?) and soon enough we were all in various states of undress, Jodie retaining a shirt over her bra and panties, me totally topless, Sveta and Thom in underwear of the respective sort. Actually, Thom was wearing briefs, which was kind of cute. I'm normally a boxer gal, even though the bulges show up better in briefs, but in this case, I enjoyed it. Dark blue with white piping. Cute.

Despite Sveta's desire to see Jodie and Thom make love, they seemed like they weren't totally comfortable with that idea yet (but give it time; they did kiss quite passionately for us, with Jodie blushing like a rose), but Jodie said, since we all knew the score, she was going to stick around for the main event this time, and Sveta and I were okay with that. I honestly can't remember whether I'd had any oral from Thom the first time; I find it hard to believe that I wouldn't have, but it was probably in the midst of him fucking Sveta. He went down on me properly this time, and while he's not the greatest I've ever had, he's no slouch. Also, I'm pretty easy to please. Watching Sveta suck his cock down her throat (she's gotten really good at deepthroating in the past year) just heightened the experience, and I came over the course of a minute, just riding the wave, not hard, but very nicely.

It was natural for Sveta to switch from him to me, and just as natural for him to start fucking her hard from behind, pumping into her while gripping her hips until he left red impressions of his fingers on her thighs. She didn't mind; Sveta was dying for it. I looked up in the middle of building to another O and saw Jodie looking at us with this expression on her face that was half lust and half burning jealousy. It was slightly disconcerting, but the lust was winning out, and anyway I had better things to do than to worry about her look. I ate cum off my sweetie's back while fingering her until she was moaning, and then dove down for some quick oral nudges until she clamped my head between her legs like a vice and drenched my face.

Then we settled back, all naked except for Jodie, and talked and drank some more, enjoyed the day, watched a movie, and in the middle of it Thom got hard again (which had nothing to do with me wrapping my mouth around his cock, I assure you) and I sat in his lap and gyrated until Jodie scolded us for interrupting the movie and then giggled and paused. If she's jealous, she sure loves to watch anyway. God, having a cock inside me was wonderful; I miss my more regular sex life, I don't mind admitting. Maybe this could become regular.

Sveta got a blast in the face, and I think Jodie wanted to clean her brother up but didn't. Then we finished the movie. I was still really horny though; I think I miss creampies even more. Sveta confessed afterward that she misses them too. I don't know if we can trust Thom and Jodie that far yet, but maybe we should broach the subject. Jodie gave the impression that when they fuck, it's always bareback, although she likes him to cum in her mouth, so maybe not.

I was sober by the time we had to go home, while Jodie was sloshed and Sveta was kind of tipsy. So I got to drive home, still wanting more. Ah well. There's always next time. Anyway, Thom was a very gracious host, and we have plans to meet up with him again, either him at our place or we at his, soonest. I don't know what kind of social agenda outside Jodie he has, but I don't think it's that expansive.

Cheeky Minx

Sveta must be feeling bad for not having internet I can use, because she's inflicting all sorts of tortures on me in order to bring you the very latest in pictures of me in unguarded moments. So, just for you:

Okay, so it's been warm, and maybe I was being a bit revealing, but still, to pounce on me with camera blazing and shoot up my skirt? That's not fair at all.

There's More Than One Way

I've been dying to talk about this, because it actually happened last week but, due to various reasons, I couldn't talk about it until now.

Mystery solved. Jodie and Thom are lovers.

It actually wasn't that much of a mystery. Sveta, Jodie, and I were hanging out one day, and talk turned to Thom and what a good guy he is, and Sveta just asked, "So, what's the deal with you and your brother?" I would have been more tactful, maybe. Maybe not.

"Oh, you mean are we lovers? Yeah." So said Jodie. And that was that. She didn't try to hide it or anything. I'm not sure why; I probably would have been more circumspect.

It turns out that they're only half-siblings; Jodie's mom married Thom's dad when he was young, and Jodie was born of said marriage. Not that it's any less remarkable for that; they were raised together and never thought of each other as anything else but brother and sister. He's about five years older than Jodie, and they were always quite close because their parents are both away a lot and they looked out for each other. So when Thom learned about sex from a friend, that friend apparently neglected to put any limits on what girl you should ask, so he went home and asked Jodie if she wanted to try something out.

Their first time was right after that question was answered in the affirmative. I didn't press for details, but I get the feeling that they were pretty young. She says it was magical, and I have no reason to doubt it. Their parents have no idea what the kids have been doing either; Jodie and Thom have been fucking like rabbits for years, but as far as most people are concerned, they're just good siblings.

Apparently Jodie seems prudish because she's really devoted to Thom and doesn't have eyes for anyone else. I'm not sure it's entirely healthy, her level of devotion; she worships him, essentially. She's never had sex with anyone but him. And she enjoys watching him fuck other girls. But far be it for me to judge any more than those past sentences just did. Their relationship works. They love each other. He doesn't order her around or anything, although I bet if he asked her do to something, she'd do it.

I wanted to know why she was telling us all this, and she said she thought we were the sort of girls who could be trusted with a secret. At which point Sveta gave me a look which seemed to say, "So, tell her already and let her know she's right." So I admitted that I'd had suspicions because I knew the type. Which lead to me admitting that I've had sex with my brother. And then I was glad the topic of conversation turned to the intricacies of brotherly love, and didn't require me to reveal anything else.

I'm not ashamed. But, even with someone who practices family love, I'm paranoid. It's getting worse with age, I think. Plus, I guess it's one thing to fuck your brother, and quite another to fuck your whole family. Maybe I'm just splitting hairs.

I've only known a few other people who've admitted to incest. I think it's fairly common, but not fairly commonly admitted. Not that I think that people who never have and never would are bad people. But I don't have as much experience with others of my group as people in other subcultures. It's not something you go around advertizing.

So I find it interesting seeing other people's way of going about it. I knew a guy whose father had died, and he admitted that he'd gone to bed with his mother directly after the funeral, though neither of them had ever had any impulses of the sort before. They kept it up for a year or so, and then they mutually agreed that the grieving period was over and it was time to move on, and they never made love again. And I met a man online who told me that he'd had sex with his son, always receiving, never orgasming, never achieving any kind of sexual arousal, but feeling like it was bonding with the son.

Families are all unique. You may think that either of the stories above, or Thom and Jodie, or my family for that matter, are really unhealthy, and I could understand that. I'm not really even being all "shining happy tolerance" right now. I'm just interested in the different things we do as families.

Anyway, short story long, that's the deal with Jodie and Thom. Now she wants to meet Mike. I told her that wasn't likely, but we'd see. He's more and more busy lately. I caught a hint that maybe, and I don't know why, but Jodie might want to fuck him, because he's a brother too. I don't know, maybe that's wishful thinking. I said that I wouldn't mind having a foursome with the three of us gals and Thom, and if I could get Mike, throw him in for good measure. Jodie got shy, which was really cute and also a bit weird, since we'd been talking for an hour in fairly graphic detail about her fucking her brother. She likes it from behind. And has never tried anal, something which I said she had to remedy.

I'm not sure I'll ever get to see Jodie naked. Probably never kiss her. She doesn't seem to be at all interested in anyone else but Thom. But maybe we could watch them. Or so she intimated.

Anyway, with the question answered, talk turned to when we'd get to see Thom again, but I'll leave the answer to that for another post because this one is getting long and rambling.