Creampies

I've said it before, I'll probably say it again, and I'm saying it now. There is nothing more feminine than having a guy cum inside you. Maybe that's not true for all women, but I feel most like a woman when a man's cock is spewing a load into my pussy. The deeper the better.

I imagine that I would feel even more feminine if I was actually able to be impregnated by the cum inside me, and probably having a baby would make me feel like a woman too. But of my experiences thus far in life, there's nothing that affirms my womanhood more than a creampie.

I'm not talking about a porn creampie either. I'm talking about a man sticking his cock as deep into me as possible, and firing his seed into my womanly spaces, and then staying there until it's all inside me. It's not that I don't enjoy a guy pulling out and just painting me white, but it's not the same thing.

Obviously, I enjoy bigger cocks for this. It's not that I always like bigger cocks, but the longer a cock is, the deeper he can get, and the deeper he gets, the deeper his cum goes, and the better I feel when it happens. Of course, he also has to cum fairly hard for me to really feel it. So deep and hard, as far as creampies are concerned.

That's not to say that I only want creampies, or only want long cocks, or strong cums (well, I usually prefer that last one). I've had guys who could satisfy me without putting their cock near my cunt. But if it's a creampie I'm looking for, those additional attributes are good too.

Which is why I enjoy my Dad so much. Let's face it, I usually get one cum with him, and that's after some work. But his cock is nice and long, and when he's all the way in I feel it in my tummy, not just in my nethers. And if he's been blueballing a little, and I get to him first, and he finally pushes as deep as he can and his cock pulses once or twice and then he finally tenses it and I feel the first splash, deep inside me, like he's actually cumming directly into my belly, that makes me feel like a natural woman, as the song goes.

I've never understood why Mom prefers to finish Dad in her mouth. It's not that he never creams her, but usually he pulls out and cums in her mouth. He's got terrific aim, very seldom makes a mess. Probably a lot of practice. When I was younger, he would always try to pull out and cum in my mouth or on my body, but eventually he just realized that I wanted his spunk inside me all the time, no ifs, ands, or buts. I know that I was the only one of his three daughters to get a creampie on her first time. I also know that Mari does enjoy the taste of cum sometimes, although she's not really interested in doing the work to get it, so she used to wait around for Dad to get close with someone and then ask if she could finish. She probably also liked to taste the pussy juices on Dad's cock.

I don't know, but I suspect, that even though Dad made it plain that he wasn't going to fuck Sheri early even though she'd been had, he probably let her suck him off sometimes. At that point, it was Mom or Sheri's mouth, and Mom doesn't always want to fuck. I don't understand it, but Dad seems to. I mean, I do understand it, because Mom's got issues from her youth, but I don't understand how anyone could turn down my Dad, especially if they knew how good he was. He must have cut quite a swath through the girls and women of his youth. Well, I know he did.

Anyway, Sheri's as much as admitted that she was sucking Dad off before he fucked her the first time, as well as a lot of other guys, I'm sure. So I guess what I'm saying is that I'm the creampie junkie in the house. Sheri likes them, but she's just as happy with a mouthful, or even just some painting. Me, I wouldn't want to do bukkake, because I'd think it was a waste of cum. I'd want to have a creampie party instead. Hell, I've sort of had them. Not as many guys as they have in pornos, but with a few. Mike and Dad have taken turns cumming inside me, for that matter.

So yes, I probably have an impregnation fetish too. I definitely would have been pregnant when I was still in middle school if I hadn't been on the pill. The thought of that makes me happy I didn't screw up my life like that, but on the other hand, the dad would have been my Dad, or Mike, and the idea of that makes me tingly.

I've been writing these past few posts about this because Dad and I have been making time to cheer me up every day (and it doesn't do him any harm either). I've been keeping an ugly, sleep-in-type schedule, but even though I can't see him in the morning first thing, when he gets home, he takes some time, brings me upstairs to my bedroom, and fucks me silly. He told me he's got an assistant now, cute, younger than I am, who is flirting with him all the time, and while he's not going to lower the boom on her, or take her up on her flirtation, it does make him hot and bothered, which makes him ready to go when he gets home.

I told him that I'd come in one day during lunch and give him a nooner, so he wouldn't be popping up during the afternoon and giving himself away. He said I just wanted to see this cute young thing and see if I could get her myself. I told him that wasn't the plan, but if it happened, no problem. He laughed and said he'd like to have both of us together. I told him the only way that was going to happen was if I seduced her first. Then he pumped me full of cum, a huge load, it was coming out of my pussy around his cock. I felt three or four big surges, and a bunch of smaller ones. A lot of cum drained out of me, but when I was taking a piss later that evening, some more cum dripped out. It was in deep.

I think Mom would be fine with Dad sleeping with his hot assistant. It's not like they haven't had outside partners before. But I'd be jealous. If Dad were fucking some older woman, I wouldn't be as jealous, but the fact that she's younger than I am makes me jealous in a strange way. I guess maybe that's why I haven't done anything about the Sveta situation, because I don't want her to take my Daddy away from me.

Anyway, Dad's not likely to fuck this assistant, permission or no. It would be lawsuit-bait in the extreme. But I could fuck her without telling her who I was. And I could go in and fuck Dad too. It's fun to dream. Right now, I can't afford to be going to give my Dad office-nooky. Plus I'd have to get up, and my internal schedule is all fucked up right now. So I'll just wait for him to get home and give me what she's working him up for. She'll never know what she's missing. His cock in her tight little pussy, deep enough that it's like he's in her belly, firing jet after jet of hot spunk into her womanhood. Then she'd feel truly feminine, I think. I know I do.