Pushing

I saw a video the other day with a creampie (everything's better with a creampie) and then afterward the camera zoomed in and the man instructed the girl to push out the cream.  Which got me thinking about the difference between porn and real life, as is my wont.

In real life, I don't push cum out of myself usually.  I don't want the cream to leave; it always does, but I don't want to rush it.  Sure, sometimes I've done it because I was cleaning up, or because another gal was in on the action and wanted to taste, but usually when that happens it's a collaborative effort; she's eating me out and I'm pushing it out and together we have a good time.

I always thought that guys who want to watch me pushing cum out of myself were missing the point and being stupid.  What, they didn't trust me?  They thought I somehow faked the whole thing, that my cunt was connected to a vacuum cleaner and their cream hadn't really filled me?  They demanded proof that it was still there?

But I realized something; it's hot to watch.  I've never seen myself do it, so maybe it's not hot to watch me push cream out, but it is with some other women.  Porn tends to show just the business end, which can be hot if the girl has sufficient muscle to really push.  I've seen some very attractive pussies (and you can't always say that about porn stars) straining, legs wide-spread, to force themselves shallower and shallower, as cum drools down.  I prefer it when the girl is on her back with legs open, or even pulled back; it presents a better picture.  Naturally, this is porn; I would never expect someone to do it in real life.

The thing that porn misses, though, is the rest of the body.  Watching a woman strain can be sexy as hell, even if she doesn't particularly get going in the pelvic area.  I've cum trying to push cum out of myself.  There can be this adorable tension in the body and the face.  I'm not looking for suffering, but earnest effort.  It's like a variation on the orgasm face, except whereas many women get this overcome look on their faces when they cum, when they're straining, they look totally different.  It may also have something to do with my impregnation fetish; it's a labor face rather than an orgasm face, I guess.

So I've made my peace with the idea.  Life isn't porn, and most times, it's better to just lie with your partner after, feeling the warmth of his cum spreading inside you, his cock still there too, bodies entwined (that is, if your partner is a guy; if not, your mileage may vary).  But sometimes, I'm going to be okay with a little show.  In fact, I can't wait to try it with Sveta, both of us getting cum and then letting the other watch as we push it back out again (of course, there will be a minimum of watching I'm sure because we won't be able to sit back and watch that for long, at least I won't).

In summation, if you're one of those people who enjoys watching a woman push the cum out, I was wrong.  If we ever meet, you need only ask.  For myself, I prefer to keep the cum in as long as I can, but I understand now why you feel the way you do.  Oh, but one thing; cum that won't come out, cum that was so deep inside me that it takes forever to drip out, that's just incredibly sexy.

I'm sensing something of a theme recently.  I think I need to get more creampies right away.  Perhaps I'll talk to Mike about upping my dosage.