Friday, April 17, 2009

Girls on the Side

The craziest thing just happened. Well, maybe not "just happened" so much as I just found out about it. My Dad got lucky. And not with me, or Mom, or anyone else I would expect.

He said she's a woman he's known for a while, and he asked Mom if she was okay with him going for it, and she said yes. Not abnormal, since my Dad has taken several lovers who weren't family since he and Mom have been together. I've met two of them; they were family friends. One knew all about the family, one was totally in the dark and thought that Dad was cheating on Mom.

By the same token, Mom's had a few lovers outside the family too. My parents don't just talk the talk, they walk the walk too. I don't know if they've ever been to a swingers party, but they've certainly swung.

Anyway, this woman is younger than Dad by a fair bit, probably only a little older than Mari. She knows that Mom and Dad have that kind of marriage, so it's not like she thinks they have to hide it. But she's not in on anything else. Dad says she wanted to fuck him more than he wanted to fuck her, has been putting the moves on him. What a lady killer. Anyway, I guess Dad's viewing it as a charity gig, giving this poor gal some hot beef injections to make her happy. I'm sure he didn't mind doing it either, but I bet it was mostly for her.

I don't really mind, except I feel left out of the loop. He finally fucked her yesterday, at her apartment. And I didn't hear a word of this until now. Of course, I don't tell Dad everything I do, so I guess it's his prerogative, and at least he told me about it afterward. Actually, he told both me and Mom about it over dinner, after he got back. She knew, of course. I was surprised.

I'm jealous, even though Dad assured me that this chick has nothing on his girls. Still, I'm jealous. But he used a condom, and he didn't do anything particularly exciting, and he's not planning on making it a long-term thing. Both he and Mom felt sorry for her, which is funny but true. It was like Mom was giving this poor gal a loaner for the day. Mom's perfectly happy to loan Dad out; her sex-drive is way down recently. I wish I could have given the okay too, because I am jealous. I'll admit that.

Anyway, I also kind of wish I'd been there, just to watch. Dad could be a porn star, and he's fun to watch. He said she wasn't that orgasmic, but she had one at least.

I'm still coming to terms with this, and I don't really know why, because as I said, Dad's had other lovers than me, and he hasn't asked my permission. I'm feeling tied down here at home a bit, like I'm getting too attached to my rut. I'm terrified of breaking out of it, but I'm going to have to, otherwise I'll wind up being Dad's second wife, and while that would be nice, I can't do it because he can't give me all that I need. He won't give me a baby, for instance. And not being out on my own makes me feel a bit like a loser.

Anyway, I want to see this chick, measure her up. Dad described her, but didn't do a particularly good job. She's shorter, blond, big tits, on the rounder side but not fat, and he says she's very nice. I don't need to meet her, I just want to see her. I'm sharpening my claws, damn it. When did I wind up like this?

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