Watching is Fun, if Frustrating

Yesterday's post barely deserved to be regarded as one, but I was having a bad day and I was sick and tired of Blogger's idiocy. I wish I had the money to pay for this blog to be on its own server or something. But I don't.

Anyway, today's post will be somewhat less of a crap-fest.

I finally got to see Jodie and Thom fuck. Woohoo!

Sveta was in class and I was killing time in her room with Jodie. Jodie said, "Just got a text from Thom; he's in the area and wanted to stop by, but I've got class in a bit too. Can he hang out with you for a while?" Like she even needed to ask.

She left just before he knocked at the door. I blew him a kiss from where I was sitting, and he sat down next to me. We chatted. It was nice to talk to him one on one; not that I begrudge the young 'uns or anything, but honestly... I've been feeling incredibly self-conscious about my age and always hanging around in a dorm room. So talking with someone who's closer to me, temporally, was nice. We talked about various things before the conversation moved into the sexual, and Thom is much, much less shy about talking about sex than Jodie is.

He wanted to know all about Mike, and I told him an edited version. I hadn't told Jodie about my sisters, but I talked with Thom about double-teaming Mike with Sheri (and Mari too, when she wanted to) and Thom was about as jealous as could be, although he was slightly mollified by telling him that, should he ever be in the same room with Sheri and me, we would totally tag-team him too. Which is true. I'm pretty sure that Sheri would be up for fucking just about anyone with me, and Thom's a friend of mine. No, that makes Sheri sound really slutty. She'd do it for me. And also because she'd probably fuck Thom solo, because hey, he's no slouch in the sack and I've fucked him, so she'd want in on that action.

I'm still keeping mum about Mom and Dad's involvement, but I figure it's only a matter of time. Sveta might spill the beans before I do, at least as far as telling Thom and Jodie that she's fucked my dad. She's kind of turned on by that fact, even now.

Then conversation turned to Thom and Jodie, and I got to hear all about Thom's perspective of their relationship, which was nice because it reassured me that, even if it might be a little out-of-balance, power-wise, Thom's not abusing Jodie. He says he wants her to spread her wings a little, although he admitted that he does love the fact that she's exclusive to him. He's not a gadabout either; he's had a few other encounters, but not a huge number, at least not that he's willing to admit to.

I told him that I found the idea of the two siblings fucking to be pretty damn hot, and he agreed and said he was jonesing for a fix of his sister's lovin' notwithstanding his enjoyment of Sveta and me. Which I completely understand; even if I get properly fucked every day by someone who knows what he's doing, I still miss making love with Mike and Dad. So I told Thom that he should get some when Jodie came back, and he said, "Oh, you just want to see my sister naked." Uh, yeah. Did I stutter?

He seemed like he'd be interested more in fucking me than Jodie, and we started making out, but I wouldn't let him get my clothes off. "Save it for Jodie," was my mantra, even when I had his pants down and was sucking his cock. I rarely give head for the sake of it any more, which is something I didn't think I minded, but I guess I miss it more than I thought. I really got into it, teasing him but not letting him cum, until he basically begged me, at which point I said, "Only if you promise to give your sister the next load." What was he going to do? I'm not sorry; she needed it as much as he did.

Since I knew he wasn't going to cum inside me, I was perfectly happy to suck him dry, and he came prodigiously, testament to my skills as a tease I suppose. As I was cleaning him up, Jodie knocked at the door (very politely, although unnecessarily I thought). So my cleanup progressed into rehabilitation, and then I sat back and said, "Okay, now it's your turn."

Jodie didn't know what I meant for a moment, then she blushed, but when Thom said, "Fine," and grinned, Jodie agreed. He never orders her around, but she's pretty obedient anyway. Like I said, not a dynamic with which I am totally and completely comfortable, but it works for them, and until I see evidence otherwise, I just have to assume that it's okay.

I tried to stay unobtrusive without being creepy; I even offered to turn my back for a while or to leave (since I never insisted I get to watch; I just insisted that Thom give his sister a good fuck). But Jodie said, blushing, "No, it's okay, I want you to see." She reminds me a bit of Sveta in the early days. I just sat back and enjoyed.

They wasted very little time getting naked; Jodie's shyness vanished when she looked into her brother's eyes, and it was like I wasn't even there for a while. She's not as pretty as Sveta. I'm not just saying that to please my honey either. Not that Jodie isn't cute, but she's just a little less cute than Sveta. Enormous nipples, wider hips, breasts which droop a little, and a small, thick patch of dark hair between her legs which she obviously trims but doesn't shave. I'd fuck her, I would. But just to give some idea of her looks. Thom looks swarthier than Jodie does; it must be from their mother.

Amusingly enough, once the clothes came off, Thom was actually more self-conscious about it, although he'd never shown an inkling of self-consciousness before. Jodie only had eyes for him; he kept looking around out of the corner of his eye at me. But then, being watched is something which tends to make one self-conscious. It was just interesting that she's the shyer one and didn't care.

Foreplay featured her nipples heavily; she seems to be hyper-sensitive. He pinched and rubbed and sucked, and while he was sucking he slipped a finger between her legs and started fingering too, and pretty soon she was gasping. She moaned, "Oh, brother, I'm going to cum, please make me cum," and then she did. She cums like a little girl; she just sucks in a breath and then shivers a few times before relaxing and breathing out. I could teach her to ride that wave. But that's my ego talking.

Anyway, after she came, he hopped up, licked his fingers (good boy) and flipped her over and was inside her almost before I realized he had moved. If I hadn't sucked him off earlier, I bet he wouldn't have lasted a minute (he was hard up for her, no lie) but instead, I got to see him fucking her. From behind, he was a little rougher, and she moaned a lot, but then he pulled back and she flipped over and I got to see her pussy properly for the first time before he was between her legs again. She has a dark pussy to match her dark nipples, with lips to match the nipples in size. Not sloppy, just lippy. Seeing him slip into her was great; I almost reached down and started playing with myself.

Then she looked over at me, like she was seeing me for the first time, and smiled. "I love my brother," she said, like that was the only thing to say, and I guess it was. He was gentle in missionary, in and out slowly, and they kissed and she said to me, "Doesn't he make you hot?"

I nodded with a smile, and she smiled, and then forgot about me again. A minute later, he whispered something in her ear and pulled out. She looked at him the whole time, right up until she had her lips wrapped around his cock and he was cumming into her mouth, and then she looked at me again, and it was like electricity. She just had this incredibly satisfied, sexual, and yet innocent look. Sexy as hell.

Thom had to leave before Sveta got back; he basically cleaned up and left, Jodie lying on her bed naked and happy, me pent up and wishing he could stay and fuck me. Needless to say, Sveta was crushed that she'd missed the show for about five seconds after she walked through the door, until I grabbed her and basically jammed my tongue into her stomach. After the intense lovemaking, which Jodie sat on her bed naked and watched, interested, Sveta went back to wishing she'd been there. Jodie said, "Oh, you'll be there next time."

There are warring parts of me right now: one part would love to get Jodie involved with some other people; the other part doesn't want to force anything and thinks that what she and Thom have is pretty special. For right now, I think watching them, possibly while doing some fun things of our own, is all Sveta and I have planned, but the future is the future, and who knows? If I could just get Mike to visit...

Thom's a Trooper

He wasn't as pleased that Jodie told us about them as we expected. He hid it well, but I could tell he wished she hadn't, at least until she told him that I was a fellow sister of brotherly love, and that Sveta was... well, she'd done my brother too. Then Thom got more enthusiastic.

This was all in the context of us going to Thom's house for a day trip. Jodie drove, which was good because, in all honesty and to my shame, I couldn't have afforded the gas. But we had a free day, so we jaunted to Thom's place. Jodie goes there all the time; how else is she going to get good loving.

We were less direct than we had been the first time (again, I speak of Sveta and I as if we're a collective, and if that ain't love I don't know what is), possibly because we were still processing the whole Thom/Jodie sex thing. I know, it's weird that we'd have to process it, but maybe we were. Or maybe, having done it once, we weren't in such dire need of rushing into it, and we wanted to get to know the owner of our prospective two-time cock better. Or possibly we were just tired from the drive. I was, although I was also horny from the drive because I had to sit next to my sweetie and pressing against her nubile flesh is just about all I can stand.

Drinks were had, shop was talked, clothes were shed, it being such a warm day (and really, what's up with the weather?) and soon enough we were all in various states of undress, Jodie retaining a shirt over her bra and panties, me totally topless, Sveta and Thom in underwear of the respective sort. Actually, Thom was wearing briefs, which was kind of cute. I'm normally a boxer gal, even though the bulges show up better in briefs, but in this case, I enjoyed it. Dark blue with white piping. Cute.

Despite Sveta's desire to see Jodie and Thom make love, they seemed like they weren't totally comfortable with that idea yet (but give it time; they did kiss quite passionately for us, with Jodie blushing like a rose), but Jodie said, since we all knew the score, she was going to stick around for the main event this time, and Sveta and I were okay with that. I honestly can't remember whether I'd had any oral from Thom the first time; I find it hard to believe that I wouldn't have, but it was probably in the midst of him fucking Sveta. He went down on me properly this time, and while he's not the greatest I've ever had, he's no slouch. Also, I'm pretty easy to please. Watching Sveta suck his cock down her throat (she's gotten really good at deepthroating in the past year) just heightened the experience, and I came over the course of a minute, just riding the wave, not hard, but very nicely.

It was natural for Sveta to switch from him to me, and just as natural for him to start fucking her hard from behind, pumping into her while gripping her hips until he left red impressions of his fingers on her thighs. She didn't mind; Sveta was dying for it. I looked up in the middle of building to another O and saw Jodie looking at us with this expression on her face that was half lust and half burning jealousy. It was slightly disconcerting, but the lust was winning out, and anyway I had better things to do than to worry about her look. I ate cum off my sweetie's back while fingering her until she was moaning, and then dove down for some quick oral nudges until she clamped my head between her legs like a vice and drenched my face.

Then we settled back, all naked except for Jodie, and talked and drank some more, enjoyed the day, watched a movie, and in the middle of it Thom got hard again (which had nothing to do with me wrapping my mouth around his cock, I assure you) and I sat in his lap and gyrated until Jodie scolded us for interrupting the movie and then giggled and paused. If she's jealous, she sure loves to watch anyway. God, having a cock inside me was wonderful; I miss my more regular sex life, I don't mind admitting. Maybe this could become regular.

Sveta got a blast in the face, and I think Jodie wanted to clean her brother up but didn't. Then we finished the movie. I was still really horny though; I think I miss creampies even more. Sveta confessed afterward that she misses them too. I don't know if we can trust Thom and Jodie that far yet, but maybe we should broach the subject. Jodie gave the impression that when they fuck, it's always bareback, although she likes him to cum in her mouth, so maybe not.

I was sober by the time we had to go home, while Jodie was sloshed and Sveta was kind of tipsy. So I got to drive home, still wanting more. Ah well. There's always next time. Anyway, Thom was a very gracious host, and we have plans to meet up with him again, either him at our place or we at his, soonest. I don't know what kind of social agenda outside Jodie he has, but I don't think it's that expansive.

There's More Than One Way

I've been dying to talk about this, because it actually happened last week but, due to various reasons, I couldn't talk about it until now.

Mystery solved. Jodie and Thom are lovers.

It actually wasn't that much of a mystery. Sveta, Jodie, and I were hanging out one day, and talk turned to Thom and what a good guy he is, and Sveta just asked, "So, what's the deal with you and your brother?" I would have been more tactful, maybe. Maybe not.

"Oh, you mean are we lovers? Yeah." So said Jodie. And that was that. She didn't try to hide it or anything. I'm not sure why; I probably would have been more circumspect.

It turns out that they're only half-siblings; Jodie's mom married Thom's dad when he was young, and Jodie was born of said marriage. Not that it's any less remarkable for that; they were raised together and never thought of each other as anything else but brother and sister. He's about five years older than Jodie, and they were always quite close because their parents are both away a lot and they looked out for each other. So when Thom learned about sex from a friend, that friend apparently neglected to put any limits on what girl you should ask, so he went home and asked Jodie if she wanted to try something out.

Their first time was right after that question was answered in the affirmative. I didn't press for details, but I get the feeling that they were pretty young. She says it was magical, and I have no reason to doubt it. Their parents have no idea what the kids have been doing either; Jodie and Thom have been fucking like rabbits for years, but as far as most people are concerned, they're just good siblings.

Apparently Jodie seems prudish because she's really devoted to Thom and doesn't have eyes for anyone else. I'm not sure it's entirely healthy, her level of devotion; she worships him, essentially. She's never had sex with anyone but him. And she enjoys watching him fuck other girls. But far be it for me to judge any more than those past sentences just did. Their relationship works. They love each other. He doesn't order her around or anything, although I bet if he asked her do to something, she'd do it.

I wanted to know why she was telling us all this, and she said she thought we were the sort of girls who could be trusted with a secret. At which point Sveta gave me a look which seemed to say, "So, tell her already and let her know she's right." So I admitted that I'd had suspicions because I knew the type. Which lead to me admitting that I've had sex with my brother. And then I was glad the topic of conversation turned to the intricacies of brotherly love, and didn't require me to reveal anything else.

I'm not ashamed. But, even with someone who practices family love, I'm paranoid. It's getting worse with age, I think. Plus, I guess it's one thing to fuck your brother, and quite another to fuck your whole family. Maybe I'm just splitting hairs.

I've only known a few other people who've admitted to incest. I think it's fairly common, but not fairly commonly admitted. Not that I think that people who never have and never would are bad people. But I don't have as much experience with others of my group as people in other subcultures. It's not something you go around advertizing.

So I find it interesting seeing other people's way of going about it. I knew a guy whose father had died, and he admitted that he'd gone to bed with his mother directly after the funeral, though neither of them had ever had any impulses of the sort before. They kept it up for a year or so, and then they mutually agreed that the grieving period was over and it was time to move on, and they never made love again. And I met a man online who told me that he'd had sex with his son, always receiving, never orgasming, never achieving any kind of sexual arousal, but feeling like it was bonding with the son.

Families are all unique. You may think that either of the stories above, or Thom and Jodie, or my family for that matter, are really unhealthy, and I could understand that. I'm not really even being all "shining happy tolerance" right now. I'm just interested in the different things we do as families.

Anyway, short story long, that's the deal with Jodie and Thom. Now she wants to meet Mike. I told her that wasn't likely, but we'd see. He's more and more busy lately. I caught a hint that maybe, and I don't know why, but Jodie might want to fuck him, because he's a brother too. I don't know, maybe that's wishful thinking. I said that I wouldn't mind having a foursome with the three of us gals and Thom, and if I could get Mike, throw him in for good measure. Jodie got shy, which was really cute and also a bit weird, since we'd been talking for an hour in fairly graphic detail about her fucking her brother. She likes it from behind. And has never tried anal, something which I said she had to remedy.

I'm not sure I'll ever get to see Jodie naked. Probably never kiss her. She doesn't seem to be at all interested in anyone else but Thom. But maybe we could watch them. Or so she intimated.

Anyway, with the question answered, talk turned to when we'd get to see Thom again, but I'll leave the answer to that for another post because this one is getting long and rambling.

Better Hookups

After our last outing Sveta and I might be excused for taking a break from the singles scene for a while. Not to mention the fact that Mike's a hard act to follow. But we got back on the horse (for which, read "we were both pretty horny") and found someone. And that someone turned out to be a much better deal.

To save the suspense, and because no one will be that surprised, the answer is Jodie. For those of you who don't remember, Jodie is Sveta's roommate, who was believed, on first impressions to be rather uptight and chaste. But there's a twist; we didn't have sex with Jodie. We'd like to (I'm talking about Sveta and me like we're some kind of collective) because she's cute and sounds like she'd be good in the sack, but that hasn't happened. What has happened is Jodie joined in a conversation with us about sex, which led to us bemoaning the lack of good guys, and she said, "Oh, my brother would love you two." The next question writes itself: "When will we get to meet him?"

Fast forward a few days to when we get to meet her brother, who shall be known as Thom from here on in. Thom is not a tall guy. He's really rather a short guy. Not the most incredibly attractive man on the planet, but not horrible to look at either. And he exudes this confidence which is really attractive for some reason. The first thing he said to us was, "Well, which one of you am I going to see naked first? I have a bet with my sister." He's closer to my age, a bit younger but not a college student, actually rather a successful man-about-town. Which made me feel a little ashamed of my own non-successful woman-about-town-ity, but I got over it because it wasn't worth feeling that way.

If anyone was making a bet on the nakedness, the easy money is on me, but you'd be wrong because Sveta actually stripped down first. The crazy thing was that Jodie stuck around once things got past the introduction/small-talk stage. She didn't stay long enough to see anything really juicy, but she saw plenty of Thom making out with me and Sveta, and she saw Sveta naked too before she said, "Okay, have fun you guys," and left. I admit, I was really hoping she'd stay; clearly it didn't squick her out too much to be around her brother and sex. There may be more there than meets the eye. Who knows; maybe she was trying not to freak us out.

Thom is pretty hairy, swarthy is the word I believe, and probably not the guy I'd pick out of a lineup for a fling, but damn if it wasn't totally worth it. His cock was in good working order, he used it well, and he was good enough to get Sveta to cum (he made me cum a number of times, but that's not as difficult). Condoms were used, which was a good thing (safe sex, kids) but at the same time disappointing, because the first time he came, he came in a way which really, really made me wish he'd cum inside me instead of pulling out and cumming on Sveta's chest, several healthy spurts which I loved licking up.

I won't give a play-by-play, save to say that all three of us were well-satisfied if not completely sated, and Thom enjoyed watching the two ladies go at it even after he was spent for the evening. Sveta was pretty spent too by the second orgasm (that one I gave her). I could have gone on; I suddenly got horny as a poet on shoreleave, or something like that. In fact, I did go on; I got myself off again after the other members of the party were lying back and enjoying the afterglow. It wasn't a long session for all the action; I don't think we were at it more than an hour or two. And then Thom headed for the bathroom, came back fully-dressed, gave us both goodnight kisses, and left.

We shall see him again, believe that. And maybe get to the bottom of Jodie too, either figuratively or literally. I bet Thom has a friend who wouldn't be shy, and maybe we could have a foursome in some bed which isn't in a dorm room. Okay, that last might be more wishful thinking, but I'm happy with a guy who fucks as well as he does, even if it's just one of him.

But the moral of the story is the real twist: getting laid really only solves one problem, and that problem is a lack of getting laid. Sure, if that problem is stressing you out and causing other problems, getting a good fuck can help, but at the end of the day, Sveta and I were both well-fucked but in pretty much the same situation as before. Sex is great. I love it. But it's not a solution to much of anything.

Sorry to be a downer about it. It's just that I don't want anyone to think that my life has suddenly improved tremendously because I got a dick in me for an hour or two. Nor should anyone envy my life just because I happen to get things stuck in various places on occasion. It doesn't make my life worse, and I don't want to stop, but there are other things which must be done as well. Take care of yourselves, sex or not.

There's a reason the old saw isn't "Sex conquers all." Just saying.

Sometimes You've Got to Run Off

Starting tomorrow, I'm running away. I won't be joining the circus or traveling with gypsies, although I could see doing either. But this week, and the current show, and everything have just sucked so badly (or is that "bad" since it didn't suck poorly, it sucked extremely professionally in a way which makes me wonder if it has sucked like this before for money) that I've got to run away.

I will be fleeing to Sveta's room. This is possible because (a) we don't really have to hide any more and (b) her roomie turns out to be pretty cool, if not interested in joining in. Sveta has been terrified that her roomie would freak out if she found out anything about Sveta's naughty side, but it turns out that her roomie (I can't remember if I ever gave her a name, so I'm christening her Jodie) Jodie is just kind of button-down in appearance and demeanor, and doesn't really give two shits whether Sveta is in love with another woman. In fact, in light of Sveta's recent unpleasantness in the family department, Jodie actually stepped up and provided a lot of support to Sveta when I wasn't able to do so in person.

So yeah, anyway, Jodie is totally fine with me coming to stay for a few days. She said she'd be in and out, but that we could have the run of the room for the most part, and she'd knock so we could at least pull the covers up. Actually, this isn't the first time I've been over, it's just a more extended period. And we're all three going to maybe do some girly Christmas stuff, maybe makeovers or facials or something. I am not girly like that, but hey, I'm game for some relaxation.

Anyway, I'm running away. And this time, I mean it. And I'm never coming back until next Thursday, when I have to work again, boo. Don't try to find me.

Also, I'm still sick. It's one of those annoying lingering things; I treated the main problem, saw the doctor, all that good shit, but the little sniffle and cough are driving me crazy, and they won't go away. Coughing during sex isn't as erotic as heavy breathing, and as heavy breathing tends to want to make me cough... yeah. Blech.