Sunday, July 19, 2009

Thinking About Fantasy

No, not the kind written by Tolkien. No wizards, elves, or hobbits here. Although I'd do Aragorn in a heartbeat, team up with Arwen and really go to town... yeah, geek test.

Jim asked me if I'd share other fantasies, and although it's not really a question, I'm calling it a Q/A anyway. Hey Jim, the only person who reads this blog! [Waving.]

Well, a lot of my fantasies are pretty boring, like having sex with various people who are out of my league or are not ever going to fuck me. I know, who'd think there'd be anyone like that [heavy, heavy sarcasm, my ego isn't that big]. I could spend a few pages talking about various people with whom I haven't had sex but would like to, but in the end, it would be boring as hell because half of them would be people I'd have to rename for their sake and mine, and half would be the usual celebrity stuff. Like Aragorn and Arwen, above.

And recently, my fantasies have been either too dark to share, or even completely acknowledge, or pregnancy-focused. I think both are a result of seasons changing, hormones, and mental state, take your pick. The last time I changed prescriptions on the pill I had really bizarre compulsions to eat strange things, not like pickles and peanut butter or anything, but Brussels sprouts and anchovies and other things I don't normally like. This time, I guess I'm just feeling my biological clock ticking or something. Lord knows I feel that. I'm not going to be young very much longer.

But aside from all that, I've had a few fantasies. I'd love to watch my Dad take Sveta tenderly, the way he takes me, kissing her, leading her up the stairs to his bedroom, laying her down on the bed and kissing every inch of her sexy teen body, then slowly easing his monster into her tight, wet space and making her cum, soaking the sheets. I'd like to kiss her while he makes love to her, stroke her hair, see the look of anguish in her eyes the moment before she cums, eat my Dad's cum from her cunt after he spews buckets of white into her.

Actually, while I'd like Dad to do it the most, I'd really just like to share a man with Sveta, someone who will treat her right. I'd like to get her on the pill so he could cum inside her (well, in keeping with my pregnancy fantasies, if I'm going to delve into the realm of pure fantasy, I'd be perfectly happy to have him cum inside her with no protection so she could swell up with his baby, but keeping things more realistic) and then eat his cum and her juices out of her while he gets behind me and fucks me too.

Sveta needs a man. She's perfectly happy being bi, but she needs some cock. She's confessed as much to me, even though she's not comfortable saying it because she thinks I'll take it as a reflection on my qualities as a lover. I told her she's silly, because I need cock too, and I love her and everything about her.

I used to have more fantasies about totally anonymous sex, but they've tapered off recently. When I was in High School, I used to pleasure myself while thinking about being blindfolded and led into a room filled with guys I didn't know, who would use me any way they wanted, just fucking and cumming and swapping until I was all covered in cum and filled with it, belly, womb, and ass. It's still a very sexy thought, but I've had somewhat similar things since then, so it's more a memory than a fantasy.

For a while, my darkest fantasy was forced sex, after some kind of unpleasant experiences I had. I've never been raped, per se, but I've come close, and I was always a little disturbed by the fact that, while I didn't like it, it had still turned me on. So I used to come up with scenarios duplicating the experience, and a few times my brother and I would act them out, because I'd never get Dad to do it. Mike was always much more comfortable with roleplay and control play. But there was something missing, so while the sex was fun, it wasn't the same. Eventually I got over it and stopped being obsessive over it, and the fantasy just became something which wasn't that interesting to me any more.

I got some of my fantasy ya-yas out when I was able to borrow costumes to fuck in. So that's definitely fantasy: getting to wear fun costumes, be in strange places, and fuck.

I'd love to try sex in null-G, in space or on one of those planes (although those planes can only sustain weightlessness for a very short time, so I don't think that would work, unless astronauts are hair-triggers, and even then, not as much fun).

I'd also love to try sex while skydiving. Not practical, but the idea is a fantasy of mine. I don't want to go skydiving though; too scary. Still, being strapped together, his cock in my cunt, falling through the air... it's a fun idea.

I'd like to go back in time and have sex with some historical figures too. Or just go back in time and make it with a caveman, or an ancient Egyptian. Again, not practical, but this is fantasy. The thought of being Pharaoh's concubine makes me dewy. And me without any ancient Egyptian costumes for roleplaying purposes.

My weirdest historical figure I'd like to bone? Chiang Kai-shek. Okay, it's weird. Both he and his wife were lookers back in the day. But it's not just that. I can't explain it. I won't even try. The thought of it makes me tingle, that's all.

In terms of actually-achievable fantasy, I'd like to find a way to go to a swingers party. In the realm of fantasy, I'd bring my brother, or possibly Sveta. Basically, orgies are nice fantasies. Obviously, it's better if there are more guys than gals, both because that way a gal can get DP, and because guys tend to have lower stamina so with more guys, there's more fuck to go around. I think it's even hotter if you're bringing your husband with you and it's really a wife-swapping affair, but swinging in general holds an allure for me.

So there's some fantasy, some odder than others. Some are likely, some unlikely, and some impossible. I don't write this stuff often because I don't think it's as interesting as real life, but I aim to please.

3 comments:

Jim said...

Hi Lexi,

At your suggestion, I'm posting a fantasy for the rest of your readers to see and enjoy! I'll edit it so it won't be so long.

Chiang Kai-Shek, pregnancy, and swinging... How about combining fantasies? You would be a concubine to Chiang Kai-Shek. He would have sex with you and his wife in a private threesome. As the night wore on, he would command his military to the bedroom and have them attempt to impregnant you one after the other. The military might of the army forcing their potent cum deep inside you in an attempt to create the next great leader of the country. Each day, you would be the subject of countless encounters with the most virile soldiers. Each one thrusting deep inside you and cumming hard. During the day, an orgy of bodies with men and women each focused on creating the most orgasmic of atmospheres in an attempt for you to become pregnant with the future ruler! I could also be oned of the military leaders and thrust my cock deep inside as I spew my cum in the attempt to get you pregnant.

I hope your other readers enjoy "seeing" us fuck. As your pussy pulsates with pleasure, my hot cum soaks deeper inside your womb. I hope YOU enjoyed this fantasy as much as I did! Thanks!

blah said...

I recently wrote a French paper in which I mentioned the difficulties of sex without gravity. Apparently it's a big issue for living in space because when you thrust against something, it just keeps going. Difficult as it may be, I would totally try it. I wonder if NASA has a volunteer test-subject program. I sure hope so...

Naughty Lexi said...

Well, remember, physics-wise, that equal and opposite reactions still work in null-G, which means that pulling back to thrust would cause a similar movement. Which is why you can't swim through space; flailing your arms does nothing. But you would have to hold on to your partner so that by pushing against them you wouldn't go flying apart. The best solution would probably be some kind of sack like the astronauts use for sleeping, only sized for two people. Still, you hear about any test program, you let me know immediately.